Friday, January 15, 2010

My Thoughts in Your Head

Today's been one of those days where I've had way too much time to think to myself. Just thought after thought popping into my head, when they really have no business being there. It's okay for a while, but then it just get's annoying.

Like, what would I do if I met someone famous. Let me tell you what the reality is, I don't do anything. I prefer to leave people to their business. Rather I admire from afar. I've only seen a two famous people in my life time, one of them a Gallagher brother from Oasis and the other Billy Connolly. Both times, I was far too embarrassed to even go up to them and say anything or ask for picture or anything. I just see them as people that don't want to be bothered. So even though in my mind, I would love to do and say a thousand things, it would never happen. Mainly because I am a chicken... well you know the rest.

In my imagination I would be super confident, know all the right things to say and make fast friends... of course there would be a little more to that depending on the right person, but I'll save that for a journal entry.

I've got to try and keep a light head about the way I feel right now, because I feel as though I've been consumed by my feels and they aren't ever going to see the light of day. If I could project them in another way, maybe it would be okay, but right now, they are just unhealthy and sadly are making me depressed. Tomorrow I have to do something different with myself, though I know that what I say now and what I end up doing are going to be two completely different things.

On a lighter note, of what seems like a thoughtful blog, I found out that Corinne Bailey Rae is coming out with a new album at the end of the month The Sea... She's a great artist, I can not wait to hear more of her music!

Since I've posted a pic nearly every day, I'm going to post one, if not for anyone but myself.

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