So I go onto Twitter instead. I've become hooked. I spend more time on it than I really should and I find my self compulsively going there to see if any of the people that I follow have anything funny or sarcastic to say. The more sarcastic the better. Then there are the moment when I find myself waiting to see if ZL will twitter. I have actually stayed up late, waiting patiently in the hope that he will have something to say, so that I will have the opportunity to respond, which is ridiculous, because my tweet, along with the thousands that he get's are lost, but I hold on to the hope that he at least see mine and thinks, "Huh, she's pretty funny".
I still hold onto the hope that one day I will get to meet him... there is so much more that I can add to that sentence but I won't. I have certain amount of self respect that I would like to hold on to, it's few and far between for me these days.
The one thing that I haven't done in quite some time is post some pictures of ZL. I have tons and tons, but I'm far too embarrassed to post some of the things that I've found. What I need to do one weekend or some time, is gather screen shots from the show and edit them to my desire then post them here. I've seen a couple of people do it. Maybe if I do it in stages, it won't seem so overwhelming for me. Speaking of overwhelming, I've been watching the Olympics for almost everyday which is unheard of for me.
I have found that I really enjoy the snowboarding, figure skating, mogels, luge and the speed skating. I believe that I actually enjoy the winter Olympics over the summer Olympics, that maybe, because they usually can air things at a time when I can actually watch it. Summer Olympics is usually on at such obscure times of the day. Though 2012, it will be in London... Oh to dream so that I could go. Along with dreaming that I could meet ZL. I just can't give up on that.

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